I don't know how to say thank you enough for all the prayers I know went out for my husband and I yesterday and today. Thank you so much---you have blessed me beyond measure.
I feel awkward and uncomfortable asking for prayer from strangers. Even though I know what the Bible says about it, I think most of us feel like we need to do life on our own. That if we try hard enough, everything will work out. We pray and ask for help in the big things and when our faith is really tested--we expect the pain to go away quickly. At least that's how it's always been for Curt and I.
Well, I've learned that isn't always the case. For the past year and a half, we've tried everything and anything to get our life back to some sort of normalcy--but nothing has worked. I'm starting to wonder if this is the new normal for us--despite how I feel about the uncertainty that goes along with it. And then I wonder if everything we are doing is what He wants us to do to get us where we should be.
I just know that I want to be where God would have me. Whether it's in Florida or not--I'm okay about it. But what I've discovered from yesterday's many responses is this--not matter where I end up--I've got some wonderful friends to meet. Thank you again.